When did I become a heartless, careless bitch who doesn’t care about what happens to my friends or family or myself? Seriously. This is scary.
It’s really funny when people are like “It’ll get better!” because really??? wow yeah thanks for the empty promise now I’m all optimistic all of a sudden aha ahahah ah aha h
there’s no-one in the world i hate more than myself
all evening i’ve either been crying or falling asleep and that’s just really pitiful
i’m just so angry at every fucking thing in my life especially myself
it’s really funny how none of my RL friends actually take me seriously lol phew oh man biggest joke of my joke of a life
last night was so bad
lol i’m about to puke i’m so stressed out i feel like i’m going to pass out