When did I become a heartless, careless bitch who doesn’t care about what happens to my friends or family or myself? Seriously. This is scary.
It’s really funny when people are like “It’ll get better!” because really??? wow yeah thanks for the empty promise now I’m all optimistic all of a sudden aha ahahah ah aha h
all evening i’ve either been crying or falling asleep and that’s just really pitiful
it’s really funny how none of my RL friends actually take me seriously lol phew oh man biggest joke of my joke of a life